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Paris Hilton Sex Tape |
Paris Hilton is speaking out about the infamous sex tape that helped make her famous in the early 2000s. Roll the tape.
The reality TV star turned media mogul opens out about the sex tape she produced with her boyfriend Rick Salomon in 2000 in an excerpt from her new book "Paris: The Memoir," which is currently available and was published by the Sunday Times on Saturday. In her narrative, Hilton doesn't specifically mention Salomon by name; she merely calls him "Scum."
According to Hilton, who admitted to drinking wine and using Quaaludes before the tape was made, "I don't recall too much about the night he wanted to make a film while we made love. "He had frequently claimed that he did it with other women, but I felt strange and uneasy about it. I always said, "I can't," to him. It's very humiliating.
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Hilton claims she wasn't "capable of the level of trust required to make a videotape like that," but she was coerced into creating the tape and told "no one else would ever see it."
"He told me if I wouldn't do it, he could easily find someone who would, and that was the worst thing I could think of — to be dumped by this grown man because I was a stupid kid who didn't know how to play grown-up games," writes Hilton. "The fact is, I yearned to experience sensual life. I aspired to exude the confidence of a confident woman.
However, the recording would return to haunt Hilton a few years later when a 37-second excerpt of the film started going viral online.
Hilton, a rising TV star at the time who was about to premiere her program "The Simple Life," pleaded Scum not to make the complete footage available. According to her ex-boyfriend, he "had every right to sell something that belonged to him -- something that had a lot of financial value."
"In many respects, it was true that I felt like my life had ended. The profession I had envisioned was undoubtedly no longer feasible, writes Hilton. "Everything I wanted my brand to be, the respect and trust I was trying to rebuild with my parents, the sliver of self-worth I'd been able to recover – all that was instantly in ruins."
The emotional toll the scandal took on her family was worse than the heightened media scrutiny that followed the revelation of the sex tape.
"My mother simply collapsed into bed and remained there. As Hilton writes, "My dad worked the phones, red-faced and furious, calling lawyers, phoning spin doctors, attempting to assist me marshal some hope of damage control. Barron and Conrad Hilton, who are both of sufficient age to grasp what is being said, "were so confused they could hardly look at me."
Hilton, who was 19 when the tape was made, claims she would never "under any circumstances be involved in the production of an amateur teen porn video."
"If this was something I had chosen to do, I would have owned it," writes Hilton. "I would have asserted myself in my Louboutins and declared, 'Yup, that was my choice.'" I wouldn't have apologized, I would have stuck by it, profited from it, licensed the (expletive) out of every frame, and then boogied on over to the bank.
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